The pain that my heart feels is often just too real; Why must it first ache inside for it to heal?

You told me what we shared was simple and just’ Why now is it a hassle and great big fuss?

Your promise to me was as apparent as could be; Why did you continue to drag me along instead of letting me just be free?

If it was meant to be God would grant us that destiny and you would come back to thee; So why am I still fighting being upon bended knee?

Was a love that would actually last just too much to ask? Why must my mind now be so open and vast?

Why yet again me?

I try as hard as I can to fight back the tears; Why does my head hurt from all the constant spinning gears? Maybe it will come to me over my next few lonely years.

You held several choices as apparent as could be; Now I know just how much we supposedly meant to thee.

Is a shot for two loners at true happiness that much to ask? Why is all knowledge sought, covered and masked?

The choices were clear, the future unseen; What would it take for me to still be your sunbeam?

I do not mean to stand in the way of dreams, goals, and plans; I just think it is shitty how you handled general demands.

Was our potential future at hand to much to think about in a short span? It is not like we had made future permanent plans.

Why must the intense feelings I feel and thoughts unspoken be one side and subdue; Why must I wait to catch you in the correct mood?

The feelings I have shouldn’t be this hard to share; Afraid of rejections, their just too much to bear to that special person who should care.

In due time we’ll see the road that is laid; And weather there is a bump or a few along the way.

Faith, Love, Hope,Trust, and Courage is all I have to give; Can we let these be the underlying attributes for us to be together and live?

This poem was written/submitted by KaSandra L. Clark.