0i descend from pain
one wish
drift away
worry not on today
look not on my past
give me a pencil
and i’ll leave you broken
no healing
i feel no pity
no precipitation from my eyes
why cry
little bitch
i stand here like a fool
give you my all
and get tossed in the end
i was around to mend
to fill the scratches from your past
wheres my thanks for that
must have been the fights we’ve had
i should’ve let your mind expand
till the gun blew off
or die from a choke and a cough
my tears would be like a desert
be ashamed
delusional brain
you locked me down
i broke the chains
and now you fear what you created
this madness
this beast
i recommend keeping a good ten feet
cause i might explode
you lit my fuse
your time to choose
you wasted it
drugs over blood
my lifes a fucked up horror
i bleed on the walls
razors in my hands
scars never heal
yet you pretend they were never there
is this the life you wanted for me
me to have an overfill in my mind
put me on pills so i can be “Just like mommy”
well mission failure
i’m nothing like you
i may be no better
but my chances in life are wider than your imagination
your a disappointment
an irritating itch under my skin
to say your name is a sin
never under-estimate my ability to destroy
the words i spit hit your heart like a grenade
an explosion causing your spirit mass destruction
volcanic eruption
doing bad distracts me from pain
i have no influence
drinking gives me freedom
the weed gives me mind
and the cigarettes just knock down time
take it away and i’m back with the pain
which you gave me
torched my heart and i’m left with ashes
my permanent scratches
ignored by all
i expect to trip
you expect me to fall
you come over bitching cause my friend left you
then cut your wrist because i feel no love for you
again no pity for that
i’m a ghost painted with black
so how does it feel to be on the opposite end
ignored by all unless you fuck up
Ha Ha deja vu bitch
hatred cured my itch
it replaced my pain
bleached my stains
now your the one under black rain
This poem was written/submitted by james hudson.
