My heartbeat echoes, in a perplexed body.
My soul wanders, in a disturbed city.
With a worn out heart, and a torn out soul;
I continue to fight my personal brawl.
My every vein, suffering an ineffable pain
My structure collapsing, behind the curtain.
A sudden urge to cry, to scream out loud
Immediately silenced, by secret fear and doubt.
I’m longing to scream, to shriek out my fears
But I suppress my voice, flooding my sight with tears.
I’m drowning in this ocean of unorganized thoughts…
A stream of DO’s, and a river of DONT’s!
I think over thinking and think of my thoughts.
Am I myself the reason of my emotional fraughts?
Unaware of myself, I walk on this Earth
Struggling to discover the reason of my birth.
Puzzled by thoughts, dominated by emotions…
As an optimist I move, seeking allusions.
Tired of pretending to be bold and brave
Terrified to admit, what I’m inside the cave!
All twisted, confused, collapsed and erased…
Just to support my dear ones, I stand encased.
I wish I could somehow hide me from myself
Seek shelter in a lair, escape from my very own self!

This poem was written/submitted by Mystical Bubble.