Ive buried my pride and soul too many a times
but still the efforts remained unnoticed..
Whatever it takes for me to get your little attention
I’d do it not because I have to but because I want to..

These feelings I’ve been keeping
for a time not lesser than forever
will remain here beyond eternity.
Too many times I’ve entertained the thought of giving up
but everytime the idea comes close to it completion
I fade away and begin to
question the thought that was mine to begin with..

Things confuse me like hell
but nonetheless I continue to believe the lies
that are bluntly slapped onto my face..

When will this insanity ever end
Will this continue to rule over me
for the rest of my worthless life?

If I was bound to be this way before I was born
I wish I never was born
but then again if I wasn’t in this world
I wouldn’t have known you.
And that my dear, is similar to not having lived at all..

You are life, thus, you sustain my very being
but the thing is you never was mine.
Never, and never will be..
and there begins my questioning
that never gets answered..

This poem was written/submitted by __cHroNic__.