I am sorry for the way I treated you
I was a horrible friend
Its just hard to see you change in the blink of an eye
You are not the same, and I am not sure we can ever go back to how it used to be
It may take more time than less
You may want to fit in and feel “popular”
But why?
Are you better than me now?
I feel like I am at the bottom of your list and all of “them” are put ahead of me
Are they fake friendships?
I sure hope ours was not
I just want to go back to childhood
Everything was simple
We laughed about the dumbest things, and cried on each other’s shoulder
You were my chump, and I was your pump
We were peanut butter and jelly
No one could tear us apart
I wish I could say the same now, but its not true
You’ve become distant, and I have let you
Not caring if you called, and didn’t want you to
I am tired of hearing about him and them
We are getting older, but that doesn’t mean that we have to change
It is good to move forward, but don’t forget who you are
And we are
You asked me if you are doing better in this new relationship
I said a little
But I lied
Its worse
I should have told you the truth
Maybe its because I am jealous
That you always happen to find the perfect guy
And I am left behind and put on the back burner
But I am just tired of hearing about it
I wanted to tell you what you wanted to hear
I am truly happy for you, but sometimes I show it in the wrong way
I want to go back to the simpler days
Me and you
You and me
Best friends forever
You will always be there for me, and I will always be there for you
Til the end

This poem was written/submitted by Allison.