Now that the chapter of this story we started writing together has took a turn my doubts become reality,

I’ve been living in a fantasy world thinking that this woman that was made for me when she really wasn’t,

you see I didn’t deserve this angel that I constantly hurt on a daily basis,

but I hit my knees and pray that God will help her understand that this was never intentional,

but my poisonous life style always find ways to contaminate those who mean me well and love for me always seem to find ways to sneak out of a cracked windows,

and the tears you cry I’ll catch them in a glass and drink to purify my soul or at least to have some part of you with me forever,

I respect you from the soul’s of your feet to the pores in your hair every inch of you I respect and now I sit alone and reminisce on us as I listen to soft melodies,

chanting your name as I now dance this dance that we once danced together alone,

music that I loved to hear now becomes silent,

and words that I loved to read now becomes blank pages,

but now each time my pen touches these sheets,

it penetrates the paper that soaks table that goes floor board,

through this foundation that we stand on,

you see my words are deeper than that,

I’ll die with my last wind calling your name,

so that maybe the lord will know this was true love and send me to watch over you for eternity and if that would be so then I would let you know that heaven does exist after earth,

because now I see her every day,

kinetic energy sent volts of electricity through this still heart to cause it to beat again,

see sometimes we men see we got to sit our ego’s to the side and realize that a 20.00 tulip last longer than a 50.00 rose, (it’s the thought that counts),

and maybe if we thought more then the love will never die, I lost my Venus so I sit on this dock on this beach shore and await her return this is a ugly life that we live so I need my beauty back,

This poem was written/submitted by s.o.u.l.