As I sit here,
trying to stop the tears,
trying to face my fears.
Wishing you were here,
wishing I still had you my dear
How can I forget?
How can I stop the regret?
How did my life come to this,
with a blade on m wrist
All these feelings,
All these emotions,
Isn’t there any magic potions
All the love turned to dust,
Now I am [...]

How can you do this to me
Have you no heart
How can you just smile and go on
Knowing you have torn me apart
You brake me every second night
And then you want me to hold you tight
As the fool I am
I fall, damn
How many time more,
Even if it is you I adore
How can I break free
Or should [...]

Hey Oulik, I just wanted to leave u something before I go…
Thank u for the time of your life that u gave to me!
In that time I learned to love and love I did!
It was the best gift that could ever be given.
The best feeling I ever felt.
If only it could have last 4ever…
But all [...]