Everyone around me puts on a show, everyday just acting like i dont even know.
Just because they raised me or because we share some of the same DNA.
They feel they can say they care and everything bad will disapear , all that does is put me into a deeper dispair.
My family thinks as time [...]

An egg with blue spots in a nest, waiting to emerge into a beautiful blue bird.
He pecks the surroundings of his shell.
His beak breaks through and hears the sound of a bell.
The bells of a chruch just a block down.
hye looks around at this new world before him, sees his mother precherd in the nest.
He [...]

Elfs are working,
It’s almost time.
24 hours have gone by.
Santas up loading his sled,
but oh no Rudolphs nose has gone dead.
The only thing, as you know is some christmas spirit to make his nose glow.
On the count of three all the elfs began to sing. there you go, rudolphs nose is red and all prepared [...]

The day has left us, nights blanket now covers the sky.
The moon is shining to warm your heart and soul. I feel as one with the world and universe.
The moon is more than it seems, it is my engery drink, makes my heart smile.
Freedom is always near just look up, it shines wih no fear, [...]

I can’t see you but i feel you in my heart.
It’s like your there making sure i don’t fall apart.
I will find you one day so don’t go away.
I can feel you not see you, i will find you, but not today.
This poem was written/submitted by Jenna Woodman.

Oh my god it’s almost time,
I have to be there half past nine.
Jump in the shower,
head for the door,
look at the clock…it’s only four!
This poem was written/submitted by Jenna Woodman.

I look out and see nothing but beauty.
Light fills this dark night, brings sparks of joy throughout my body.
We share something so good it seems unreal.I toss, you turn, you grunt, i squeal.
Static and elecricty, sercure and alive.
I feel all these things when your at my side.
We fit well together, i’m falling please catch me. [...]

My arms support you, your weight on me.
Slipping, swaying, please, oh please.
You hear, dont listen, talk, dont release.
Your pain, it surrounds you.
I just wish you could see, the more you avoid your pain, the more pain you throw towards me.
Guilt, selfishness, redo just for you.
Tossing, turning, just let me in, i can help you. [...]

Lonley confused once again.
Why can’t i understand whats going
through my head.
I think it’s time to speak but instead- i stand miles away from those who really care. Why is it when i’m drenched in my pain i feel it’s time to run- run far away?
From all i worked to become- it’s lost- i’ve messed up [...]