I Propose…

Cannot believe what you last said,
it has been replaying over and over in my head,
you said that i’m not ready to get serious; to be with you,
but whoever said that was up to you,
you did not care how that would make me feel,
you cannot accept that i am for real,
you think that i am not ready,
but i was ready to go steady,
you said that you did not know what it is that you want,
why couldn’t you just be up front,
got me over here dreamin and hopin,
got me over here worryin and prayin,
cannot get you out of my head,
you’re the last thing on my mind before i go to bed,
never stopped thinkin about you,
never stopped wanting you,
but then i decided to try to forget you, forget the hurt and the pain,
but for some reason your name always popped into my brain,
you’re like my drug,
i feel high with just one hug,
i tried to forget you; erase you from my mind,
but without you in my memories i feel i’ll go blind,
what we went through, how we met,
yes after our last conversation i was upset,
but i miss you, i really do,
but i don’t know if you miss me too,
i propose that we forget the past and start all over again,
i want you to be my first and my last, but if not, then at least tell me that you’ll be my friend!!!

This poem was written/submitted by Liliana.