I lay dead on the lap of my mind
Loaded with the pricking memories.
Nothing can ever wake me up
From this everlasting slumber.
Yes,I’m dead; dead like an ice-cube.
None mournes a woman’s death
Because she dies every day
Or she is killed every day.
Marriage is death for a woman:
Sanctioned and blessed by the world
She buries her joyous pastlife
To be born [...]

The sadness will never end
There’s no one who I can truly depend
The music’s blasting in my ears
But it still won’t rid me of my fears
The lights are out, the doors are closed
It’s my little secret; no one knows
It’s not like they’d care anyway
Don’t want to stay here another day
The happiness comes; then quickly dissipates
Can’t hold [...]

Whose to blame?
My mother, father, the world, or myself?
but let’s face it,
I can’t blame anyone
For all my misery,
that currently overlooks me.
I didn’t say no
if I did a different life would have occupied me.
I would have been a woman who inhales air, consumes oxygen and has blood flow
and maybe even life itself
I know feel like a [...]

I’ll put on a brace face
In front of my parents
So they won’t get worried
That I’m not eating
I’ll put of a brave face
For my best friend
So she’ll stop calling to check
And I can just be alone
I’ll put on a brave face
When I’m around my teachers
So they won’t know I’m not studying
And that during class, my mind [...]

Blood drips from my eyes
the tears of fireless fireflies
filled with lies
his soul was burnt from the darkest flame
my heart’s been slain
medication to keep him straight
reliant on fate
actions at worthless cost
life is lost
no chance to rebel
a daily hail
sunshine painted with black
hate your path
cast the darkest shadow on the world
we live in hells core
breaths at a rapid [...]

I cut my arm saying f*** the pain
a permanent mark a bloody stain
a slice for every breath i take
my situations could cause a quake
smoke the joint to hide my fears
and hate those i should be near
my life erupts all around
i die inside no scream no sound
a mind with intentions to cause my crumble
i go through [...]

i descend from pain
one wish
drift away
worry not on today
look not on my past
give me a pencil
and i’ll leave you broken
no healing
i feel no pity
no precipitation from my eyes
why cry
little bitch
i stand here like a fool
give you my all
and get tossed in the end
i was around to mend
to fill the scratches from your past
wheres my thanks [...]

Here I am at the top of the cliff
Ready to fall off
Become a stiff
I have no where to go
No where to hide
I dont think my feelings of pain
Will subside
Im standing here
On this cold hard ground
Im on this edge of breaking down
I feel so alone
I cant take it anymore
I want to collaps
Let my body hit the [...]

ahahaha, this poem is funny to me
yes I walk around with a smile on my face
to make the earth rotate, and to make the sun shine bright on me.
Just so everyone can see the smile on my face, don’t know why I smile so much.
ill smile even when its a gloomy day,
my smile just want [...]

With little hesitation to disregard danger,
Slowly he walked into the flash of the night.
Contemplating who could be this stranger,
A man in which is impossible to fight.
Both men wanting to kill for her.
From a pain in their chests so tight,
That couldn’t bring the two any closer.
With the quickness of the white light,
A glisten in the eyes [...]