There you go once again;
leaving me here to fade again;
things were perfect, and now there not;
as you run, I will hide;
you gave me love, I took it in;
and now your gone, and I am here;
Hiding from all my little fears;
Someone save me, take me in;
All I want is my happy ending;
There you go once again;
I [...]

To swim and not to reach
The contours of your shore
An eye in the coldness of the dark
It sees but not really.
To know and not to feel
The fullness of your soul
Just a droplet in a vast desert
It is there but not really.
To wait and not to see
The outcome of your years
Speck of dust in the wind
It [...]

Thank you Lord for being who you are,
your heavens shine brighter than a star
the love that you have given us
was paid, by your son on the cross.
when we are sad, you are there
there is no other who can care,
like you dear lord, we want to live
to love, to care and to forgive.
you brought us through [...]

I can feel it in my blood
The end is near,
I have few memories to caress
My many tears.
What once lit my soul
Now dims in fear,
I am no longer I
Me is no longer here.
I’ve walked these roads
One too many times,
And each time I walk,
The more I wanna cry,
though,the more I cry
The less I realize
That only for true [...]

I thought I carried the most pain
When I looked at the kid beside me
80 pounds plus on his shoulders
as well as the crowd behind me
And I realized my sorrow is a thud to his bang
and my status is a bread to his crumb
No, his life wont switch with a flick of a thumb
like [...]

Even atheists celebrate the holy-days
but for the sake of pride they call it holidays
and OMG is on their tongue like the saliva on mine
I wonder if they’ll admit they believe in time
Even the worst politicians have a right side
they slept on the left fo’ so long that their right died
Killing my right to speak [...]

Even atheists celebrate the holy-days
but for the sake of pride they call it holidays
and OMG is on their tongue like the saliva on mine
I wonder if they’ll admit they believe in time
Even the worst politicians have a right side
they slept on the left fo’ so long that their right died
Killing my right to speak [...]

Everyday is a struggle a challenge and a test,
fighting in this world from horror and stress…
babies having babies caught up in lust ans the fake words of I love you,
thinking everything that boy or girl said was true.
Young brothers getting shot down on the streets, kids committing sucide and lovers getting beat…
Sorry presidents getting elected [...]

I am a strong young black female drawn into the temptaions of lust and love.
Confused and lost on what the word L-O-V-E is.
Drawn into the life of cheating, lying, and deceit.
Watching ones around me question my life and if I care what happens.
Jumping boy to boy trying to find something special only to find out [...]

I am wanting to do more.
More than before.
For HIM i keep on going.
I have ‘lots more in store.
My past says a lot,
But my future says more.
I’m not giving up.
Not slammin’ my door.
No matter if I fall
I will always stand tall.
For HIM my LORD
and SAVIOR i will give HIM all.
Now’s the time to prove
That i’ve changed [...]