0Okay… I don’t even know where to start with this.
Truthfully, it’s you I don’t want to miss.
You are forever etched into my mind.
Someone most people search a lifetime, to never find.
Yet in some ways I find myself intimidated and scared.
Even with all my truths naked and bared.
The past couple days I found myself thinking…
Is this for real? Have I been drinking?
Then come to realizing, I am sober as a ghost.
When I stopped by your page and read your post.
It said something about you where thinking of Mexico.
I wondered after what we discussed, why you’d go.
Then you asked me if I may accompany you.
I am in shock… This is like a dream come true.
Still though I find myself intimidated and scared.
Upon this, I think these questions have to be shared.
I just hope you understand my point….
Okay, creativity is fading brb imma smoke a joint…
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“I’m back!, I’m back!” Whoot that was so much fun! :p
That joint and this poem… gonna be a good one! 
Anyway back to these questions that I must ask…
“Maybe I shouldn’t?” Its my feelings I shouldn’t mask.
Why? I mean knowing who I am?
Knowing I don’t live a life of glam?
Why not some wealthy, established man?
Why not a guy, buff with a nice tan?
Why not a guy with a nice car and a house?
Why just a plain guy with 3 kids and a crazy ex spouse?
I still find myself intimidated and scared.
Even with all my truths naked and bared.
Its your answers that will help to ease my mind..
I hope you don’t get upset and turn your eye blind!
The short term answer to your question is obvious.
It’s you that I want to be my heart and souls hostess.
I am sorry to ask these questions because I know they’re hard to answer.
I am sure you expected them, they eat my mind like a cancer.
I mean I know and feel, I just don’t understand our connection.
Of all the people, how I could be so lucky to be the receiver of your affection?
Your so amazing and beautiful! You could have anyone!
I am so amazed you chose my fathers son!
LMAO! I know you don’t know my father!
Thank god! With me, you probably would never bother!
No! No! Thats just bullshit and lies! He’s the best thing that ever happened in my life.
Oh wait…. I have had this dream… Of this beautiful woman, she is my wife.
One of the other best things to ever happen in my existence.
For her my love, loyalty and honesty will show no resistance.
Your the first woman ever to sever my confidence and crumble my pride.
For you, I am so frail and exposed, from you, there is nothing I will hide.
Anyway, although I could likely do this forever…
I should really end this poem! It’s now or never!
This poem was written/submitted by Josh S..
